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10.1.16

dr naseer is awesome

Hari ni kelas dr naseer,paeds. Sebelum kelas dr ajak kami ramai-ramai berselawat. Dalam kelas dr mengingatkan nikmat yang Allah bagi iaitu keseimbangan penciptaanNya. Selepas kelas,diakhiri dengan islamic input.dr mengingatkan pesanan Rasullulllah s.a.w sampaikanlah walau satu ayat. Kita patut berlumba-lumba dan bahagia bila dapat sesuatu ilmu tentang islam dan ingin menyampaikannya... dan kelas diakhiri dengan doa yang meminta keampunan dan keberkatan dalam hidup..dan dijauhkan dari maksiat.. Terima kasih dr. Makin lama makin tenggelam dengan dunia.mujurlah ada yang mengingatkan...

10.11.15

real life. ask Allah to face it with sabar and taqwa.



Alhamduillah. Baru2 ni keluar makan dengan prof naznin. Prof banyak bagi nasihat. Masa kami ni challenging. Dunia sekarang ni macam2 ragam.banyak masalah. Nanti dah berumah tangga kita akan expose kepada real life disamping dengan kesibukan bekerja nanti. Memang kena kuat. Masing2 ada dugaan yang tersendiri. Lama2 nanti bila dah bekerja dah berumah tangga walaupun ada suami yang beragama tapi bila dah senang dah bekerjaya dah banyak duit,kita mudah lupa.lupa tuhan .lupa pada isteri keluarga. Semua tu dugaan.
Apa2 pun prof kata,kita ada Allah. Minta Allah.untuk jaga kita dan keluarga kita. Minta perlindungan dari Allah. Yang penting Jangan risau. Banyak kan berdoa. Moga Allah beri yang terbik. Walaupun kami semua masih belum berkahwin dan belum lagi ada komitmen.dan belum hadapi lagi asam garam berumah tangga. Tak nampak lagi real life yang sebenar.
Moga ALLAH kurniakan suami yang memahami, yang menyayangi,yang setia, dapat bersama ketika susah dan senang . yang penting sentiasa berada dilandasan agama dan  dapat bimbing diri ini sentiasa ingat kepada Allah.

Waktu lunch, kami rasa inferior sebab ramai kawan dah grad. Tapi kami belum. Masih belajar. Rasa inferior sebab banyak lagi perlu dipelajari. Prof kata no rush right. Tak kisah grad umur berapa pun. Kita still dapat kerja nanti.inshaAllah. Semalam bila balik oncall pukul 10pm terasa penat bila sampai bilik, lepas tu solat,baca quran, rehat sekejap sambil berfikir rasa sangat bersyukur kerana masih ada masa untuk merasai nikmat masa yang terluang,tak sibuk dengan berkerja lagi untuk lebih dekatkan diri dengan Allah. Bila dah kerja  nanti penat, pesakit lebih diutamakan. Alhamduillah saya masih ada lagi masa setahun untuk menikmati masa terluang sebagai seorang pelajar, yang tiada komitmen kerja dan juga rumah tangga. Gunakan masa sebaik-baiknya untuk belajar dan terutama sekali untuk mendekatkan diri kepada Ilahi.
InshaAllah , yang Allah janganlah biar aku leka dengan dunia ni, sibuk mengejar dunia hingga lupa pada tujuan sebenar kehidupan. Moga Allah sentiasa bimbing aku dan keluargaku dilandasan agama nya..

14.10.15

ziarah pesakit sunnah. doa pesakit mustajab.

salam.
seperti yang kita tahu ziarah pesakit tu sunnah. dan doa pesakit itu mustajab.
sebagai pelajar perubatan setiap hari akan pergi ward jumpa pesakit. kadang2 banyak tasks yang kena buat. kena buat assignment, seminar, case write up, penuhkan log book, cari case presentation, cari pesakit untuk short case. ya. memang setiap hari jumpa patients sampai lupa nak berniat ziarah pesakit.

mungkin setiap pagi sebelum ke kelas kena selalu niat belajar lillahitaala. dan juga niat untuk ziarah pesakit juga. bila jumpa patients, selalu nasihatkan mereka agar bersabar dan jangan lupa doakan mereka semoga cepat sembuh. doa yang pendek,syafakillah.

dan minta kepada mereka untuk doakan kita juga, kerana doa pesakit itu makbul.

waktu malam oncall di wad psychiatry, akak ni bipolar disorder. penyakit ni mood dia senang swing, sekejap gembira terlampau sekejap sedih terlampau. awal2 waktu oncall dapat interview dia. dia cerita kan segala masalah dia. dia luahkan perasaan dia. selamani dia kata dia simpan je dalam hati. dia kata semua berpunca dari masalah dia dengan suami dia yang suka pukul dia. hentak kepala dia ke dinding.

jadi,esok nya saya exam minta kebenaran untuk interview akak ni lagi sekali. dia pon kata boleh, "awak nak exam mesti akak tolong. mesti nak bagi lulus.tapi suami akak nak datang dah petang ni bawa akak balik.  tapi ada satu syarat awak kena belanja akak tudung satu. "

petang tu,memang suami dia datang. but then akak tu menangis waktu berbual dengan suami dia. bila saya lalu sebelah tu, akak tu lap air mata cepat2. suami dia pulak muka serius pandang saya macam tak berapa suka bila akak tu bagitau yang dia nak buat exam dengan saya.

lepas akak tu stable,suami dia pun balik sekejap,saya pun panggil akak tu untuk interview exam. waktu exam tu memang akak tu bagus semua dia cerita melainkan cerita tentang masalah suami dia.
"akak kat sini, taknak cerita apa2 tentang suami akak sebb akak tau suami akak cakap, kau kalau sakit masuk ward tapi kalau kau cerita keburukan aku dekat orang ramai kau ingat kau takkan masuk syurga"
ya memang betul pon, kita tak boleh reveal keburukan suami kita. tapi kenapa ya perempuan ni selalu kena tindas? bagi saya akak ni sakit pun sebab banyak masalah dia dengan suami tertekan dengan segala masalah yang dia share dengan saya. tapi disebabkan suami dia tu, pandai control mind akak tu. akak tu takut untuk meluahkan apa yang dia rasa. sampai terbuku dihati yang akhirnya burst jugak bila tak dapat tahan kan.

so sebelum kahwin tu, kena belajar ilmu perkahwinan ni betul2,tahu  hak kita sebagai isteri. tahu apa hukum2 yang ada..

lepas exam, akak tu tiba2 cakap "dr,tolong ya bagi dia lulus;tolong ya,kita kena tolong anak melayu kita,saya harap sangat dia lulus..bukan apa,dia pun approach saya bagus semua, kalau boleh saya nak dr bagi dia lulus"

saya macam,malu pula sebab banyak soalan yang tak ditanya dalam masa 10 minit short case tu, jadi apa2 pun berserah jelah. Moga next week,exam long case dan final teory  dapat buat dengan baik. terima kasih akak kerana doakan saya. saya doakan akak sentiasa sihat dan hidup bahagia dengan suami. moga suami akak berubah satu hari nanti.ameen.

wahai suami hargailah isteri anda, penat memasak setiap hari, uruskan anak sepanjang masa, cuba anda try buat semua kerja tu seorang2 selama sebulan mampu tak bertahan? inikan pula seorang isteri yang dah tak peduli penatnya selama bertahun2 tapi dilayan isterinya dengan pukulan dan herdikan. wahai suami sayangilah isteri anda, terimalah mereka seadanya. hargailah pasangan anda.
sekian.

4.10.15

alhamdulillah!rezki2!


first time ternampak booth ni, wah! inilah kasut yang dicari2. bila tanya harga. rm150.
ada lagi satu longgokan rm100 which is clearance stock design lama2.
saya pon belek2 kasut yang rm100 tu. pastu akak tu tanya adik ok? pilih lah yang mana.saya pon takpe kak...berlalu dengan hati yang duka..
ronda2 lagi dekat verdeurfest tu, berhenti kat booth akak ni lagi. time tu tak ada orang.. tanya la akak tu, design baru ni tak dapat murah ke kak rm100 boleh? akak tu cakap, tak boleh dik rm150 ni pon dah sale. saya pon duk belek2 lagi kasut,cari yang rm100 tu mana size yang  sesuai..tapii....tak ada jugak.
akak tu kata adik baik ambil design baru2 ni. balik nanti puas hati,tambah rm50 je..
saya macam senyum jela...serba salah nak beli sebab duit cash kat tangan tak banyak... akak tu pon cakap, pakai kad bank pon boleh dik. saya dalam hati,akak kad bank saya baru hilang..huhu akak tu pon tanya adik ni uia student ke? medical? saya pelik sungguh,tak ada pulak pakai lambang2 uia. haha saya pon tanya, eh mana akak tau? uia kat sini kan semua medical based. kat uia ada bidang apa lagi? oh banyak,dentist,pharmacy pon ada... akak tu pon ramah. "adik akak ada 2orang amik medic jugak dekat rusia dgn indon.adik mesti pandai dapat dalam malaysia kan susah. sekarang mara pon dah stop tak bagi duit, tapi yuran kat sana murah 150 ribu je." borak punya borak, akak tu pon cakap. takpe adik, akak bagi hadiah rm50 tu. akak bagi adik rm100 je. yaAllah! apa lagi cepat2 pilih kasut yang berkenan dihati! alhamdulillah terima kasih akak hadiahkan saya! moga akak dimurahkan rezeki.ameen...

semua kawan2 saya kata wow,untungla murah rezeki!!!

apa yang nak saya share sebenarnya, alhamdulillah.betul!! memang rezeki ALLAH bagi.
sebelum ni dah berapa lama tinggalkan mathurat. pastu petang tadi sebelum nak keluar pergi venduerfest,saya baca mathurat, lepas tu istighfar sekejap sambil tunggu azan asar.

dan saya teringat hadith ni.
istigfar banyak2 sementara masih bernyawa. sucikan hati yang kotor ni. apatah lagi saya hamba yang hina nasihat ini lebih ditujukan buat diri sendiri.  mungkin rezeki rm50 yang Allah bagi ni je kita nampak,sebenarnya banyak lagi rezeki2 dan nikmat dariNya yang kadang2 tidak dihargai.... Alhamdulillah yaALLAH!!!!

4.9.15

i am a final year medical students

i just woke up from sleep just few hours before. i'm opening my blog right now. and i just wanted to say ALHAMDULILLAH. i am already in my final year. one more year to struggle. tajdid niat everything is lillahitaala. and there is no strength come without HIM. la haula wala quqtaillabillah. learn HIS wide knowledge in this dunya. it just a knowledge. little knowledge. little as a drop of water in the ocean. just have strong intention to become a good muslimah doctor. inshaAllah may Allah ease this pathway.

12.6.15

doa yang dikongsi ust nur hafizah musa sebelum membaca al-quran




best of luck

maksu.. all the best exam ni.. usaha selagi termampu..inshaAllah boleh.. balik nanti boleh main dengan ainul! -ucapan untuk diri sendiri konon2 dari anak buah yang kecik ni =p
bagi semangat sikit!

23.5.15

pre ramadhan preparation

source:http://blog.islamiconlineuniversity.com/the-ramadan-pre-planner-2015/

The month of Ramadan [is that] in which was revealed the Qur’an, a guidance for the people and clear proofs of guidance and criterion. So whoever sights [the new moon of] the month, let him fast it ,and whoever is ill or on a journey – then an equal number of other days. Allah intends for you ease and does not intend for you hardship and [wants] for you to complete the period and to glorify Allah for that [to] which He has guided you; and perhaps you will be grateful.1
Ramadan is around the corner! This time, I will be fasting insha’Allah. Yes, this year I want to fast and will fast insha’Allah. I missed fasting last year due to active chemotherapy but this year Alhamdullilah I will be fasting with you insha’Allah.
And like you, I too want to maximize the benefits of this month, as who knows what is going to happen next year? Now, to maximize the benefits of anything, it is very important to plan, as failing to plan is planning to fail.
Planning is a Sunnah of the Messenger of Allah SAW. HeSAW  meticulously planned everything and relied on Allah Allah Subhanahu-wa-Taala for guidance and accomplishment of his goals. For example, heSAW  planned his hijra to Medina from asking Ali small - radi-allahu-anhum to sleep in his place to choosing Abu Bakr small - radi-allahu-anhum as his SAW companion for the trip to packing supplies and finding the right guide.
I now truly understand the implication of the hadith in which the Messenger of Allah SAW says, ” Tie up the camel and trust in Allah.2
I can hear you saying , “What, you didn’t understand”? And I am embarrassed to say, I thought I understood but I was wrong. And so, I want to start afresh and make some awesome plans for Ramadan, and set goals and develop some habits, to make this Ramadan all about tasting the sweetness of faith and feeling the mercy of my Lord.
So, are you ready to join me in my planning?
Let’s begin. Bismillah. In the name of Allah!
Hmm, so what do you think are the major acts that we should all do: obligatory as well as voluntary to achieve our goal? Fasting, Salah, reading Quran, making Du’a , giving in charity, repentance, doing and/or increasing in general good deeds, reviving and/or strengthening family ties and so much more.
Experts say (and I agree) that it takes 30 days for a habit to form. There is almost a month before Ramadan begins–give or take a few days. So, let’s begin now to make habits for Ramadan so that during the month of Ramadan, you and I can focus on acting upon those habits with excellence rather than stressing ourselves out in trying to set them!
1) Renew Intention— To have the best Ramadan EVER, make dua and beg Allah Allah Subhanahu-wa-Taala to make it the best. Maximize your intention now!
2) Fasting — The Prophet SAW used to fast in the first half of Sha’baan. You can also fast some days in the month of Shab’aan to get into the “mode” of fasting. And this could also be an awesome opportunity to make up missed fasts from previous years, if you have any. However, I would like to remind you that the Messenger of Allah SAW said,: “When a half of Sha’ban remains, then do not fast.” 3
3) Salah  This Ramadan, you could be aiming to:
a) Pray all 5 prayers,
b) To pray on time
c) To pray at the ‘awwal time(i.e., right after the adhaan is called out)
d) To offer complete salah, all sunnahs and nawafils, etc.
Now is the perfect time to start doing these aforementioned acts so that you don’t feel overwhelmed to begin your voluntary units of prayer while fasting in Ramadan. Set your alarm 15 minutes before Fajr to offer tahajjud, so that when Ramadan begins, you don’t find it too difficult to get up for suhoor.
4) Reading Qur’an — The rewards for reading Qur’an are manifold in the month of Ramadan. Some of us can read the whole Qur’an 2-3 times in Ramadan. But some of us find it tough to finish it even once. Start early. Begin reciting from today. Keep your mushaf or your phones with the Qur’an app handy at Fajr, so that right after Salah, you can start reciting. This will get you in the habit of reading Qur’an and also give you a head-start insha’Allah!
5) Making Du’a Ramadan is a month when Allah Allah Subhanahu-wa-Taala answers many du’as. Get your du’as ready. Organize all the dua’s mentioned in the Quran in one place and the masnoon du’as in another. Begin reciting the morning and evening du’as from now so that the habit of reciting them is already set before Ramadan. Grab a small empty notebook and write all the duas that you want to make for yourself, your family, your loved ones, the ummah and for the ones departed from this world in your own language in that book. Write down duas for dreams that you want to accomplish. They may seem impossible right now but remember, “impossible” is a word only in our dictionary. For Allah Allah Subhanahu-wa-Taala, everything is possible.
6) Repentance — Repentance erases our sins and increases our capabilities. If you are not in the habit of seeking repentance, then now is the time to do it. Do istigfhfar right after every Salah.
7) Charity — Charity brings with it many rewards, more so in the month of Ramadan. Set aside clothes, furniture and/or books that you can donate. Many of us prefer to give our zakat during the month of Ramadan. If that is the case, then set aside money now. Else, you might find it tough to take out the sum during the month.Blog Post-The Pre Ramadan Planner 2015-Inside poster
8) Plan your Menu and Groceries –Try to plan your menus and buy the groceries beforehand. Freeze snacks and casseroles to reduce cooking time during Ramadan.
9) Go shopping — Yes, go shopping. Get your Eid clothes ready for yourself and your family. There will be get-together parties that are either casual or formal in nature after Eid. Get your wardrobe ready now. Don’t waste time in the markets during Ramadan. The Messenger of Allah  said, “The dearest parts on the face of the earth near Allah are its mosques, and the most hated parts near Allah are its markets.”
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10) Plan your day in Ramadan — Chalk a daily plan while you will be fasting. Block time for reading Quran, reflection on what you read and time for sharing it with your family. Plan your day around Salah.
11) Get Kids activities and supplies for Ramadan — For many of us, our children will be home from school this Ramadan inshaAllah. Plan your halal fun activities and get the supplies right now so that you are not running to get glue, clay, paper, etc. during Ramadan.
11) Organize your Call List Ramadan is a great time to reach out to family and friends who we haven’t been in touch with for some time now. Get your list ready with phone numbers. Start calling people now so that by the time Eid approaches, you have reached out to all of them insha’Allah.
12) Begin Social Media Detox Diet — I usually don’t stay away from social media (including Facebook and whatsapp) during Ramadan. In fact, I try to share something beneficial on these platforms as much as I can, without stressing myself out in Ramadan. Yet, it would be great to Unfollow or Unlike pages that distract you during Ramadan. Those posts are huge time wasters and time is precious, especially in Ramadan.
13) Revamp your Audio Files in the Car — Get CD’s or download Qur’an du’as and lectures in USB’s so you can listen to them while driving. One Ramadan, my husband and I almost finished half of the lectures of each juz while driving to the masjids and doing the errands.
These “plans” are what I am planning to get done before Ramadan this year. I am sure you might be having some great ideas too! Please share them with us so that we can benefit from your experience as well! :) We would love to hear from you. :) You can comment using Facebook and Google+ as well. Just see comments section :)
I pray that this Ramadan is indeed the best we have yet. May Allah Allah Subhanahu-wa-Taala accept our worship and forgive us our sins, and may we live to witness another amazing Ramadan next year. Ameen

28.4.15

pictures speak louder than words

salam semua,
tonight i want to share some pictures..mahallah umi kalsum has a good wifi connection compared during my time in mahallah tabari dulu, langsung tak dapat connection. jadi rajinlah nak berbloging sekarang ni =p
this is mr syukrimi and his mentees... he asked me to snap this picture... mr syukrimi loves to teach. he is very passion in delivering medical knowledge as well as giving strong motivation and islamic input to us... i like to join his class... everytime asking the permission to join the class, he will ask his mentee, "umarul, can they join the class..?" =p  then,after giving a bunch of knowledge he will say, "you just need to know from A to?? S..." we thought Z.
"why S? S for shukrimi"  *laughing

ok, this picture.. ramai kan join kelas? tapi ada je yang takde dalam picture.

malam sabtu, mr rafael buat kelas. siang tu dia datang dari HKL ke kuantan attending musculoskeletal seminar, but then he still eager to teach us that night! jadi saya pun join la oncall malam tu...meramaikan majlis!

Prof K belanja semua orang...
before that, prof K serang ward, but no body at ward! mana semua students? rupanya we all semua join kelas mr fazli dekat koridor hujung sekali. memang tak nampak! prof K datang buat spotcheck! yeah, almost 4 groups yang join teaching mentee mr fazli! semua dahagakan ilmu ortho. huhu then habis kelas mr fazli, prof K pulak ambil alih, sambung kelas!! sampai 2 setengah petang.. pengsan!!!

pinjam bilik POP untuk video presentation! actually we should use hard collar.. doctor memang perasan!dan tegur time video presentation. sebab soft collar je yang dapat kami pinjam.
sesi make up untuk mangsa-mangsa kemalangan nahas bas yang jatuh dalam gaung.
mayat bergelimpangan di luar bas.
sesi menyelamat masih diteruskan  walaupun hujan



secure the airway, breathing and circulation... ok how to do these in real situation?





end posting picture kenangan untuk doctors ortho! thank you very much sebab doctors semua awesome! and kami rasa di sayangi... =p forgive us for everything. may Allah bless all of our lecturers in teaching us to become a good and safe doctor.  thank you very much. pray for us.