thinking about the future

salam semua,
lately, i'm always thinking about my future and was a bit worry...
i hope that in the future i will become a competent and very knowledgeable doctor. ameen
now, i'm already fourth year medical student. time flies!! 5years studying medical for me is not enough..although it was a very long journey compared to other course...

and congratulations to my seserian friends currently in their final moments to end their life as a undergraduate medical students. hope they pass their mbbs well. i have 1 more year to buck up. 1 more year with 5 blocks in 5th year... and each block has 7weeks. end block exam without study weeks.. then if passes all the blocks, proceed with professional examinations. and graduate. i'm very2 hope that this time, i can conquered all the medical knowledge that i should know, understand and applied later on during working... it is very difficult to be a doctor... the important thing you need to be a safe doctor. without knowledge you might harm you patient..

i like writting..sometimes when lost hope..feeling down.. when i scrolled my blog.. it reminds me again what is my vision and mission... i hope that i can be a good doctor... comfort my patient... doing my jobs well... and not complaining even though many barriers come to me... surrounding pressure.. all the negatives, i can bear with it. everything is lillahitaala. remember working is ibadah. start with good intention. if not you gain nothing. and again remeber that if you helps people out there, inshaAllah Allah will reduce your burden. if not here in this dunya.. it might be laterr in akhirah! remember that amal!!

1 more thing,,,,
don't worry to much!!!!
 lately,i'm often shared my worries  with nurul athirah hamzah.. she is a good listener and always gives motivation. thats why i like her...

so right now, just doing my best.. and important thing is just pray.. asks Allah to make things easier for me. asking dua from my parents. alhamdulillah, thank you mak sebab selalu doakan...
dr paeds,dr narges last time said that everyday she will recite surah yaseen and things went smoothly throughout her working day...

conclusion, everything, anything.. strenght??? it comes from Allah...
alhamdulillah...thank you Allah for everything!! Thank you Allah for your love..


lastly i end my writing today about prophet Muhammad s.a.w

BAGINDA RASULULLAH S.A.W. TELAH AWAL LAGI MENCINTAI KITA. ALANGKAH INDAHNYA JIKA CINTA ITU DIBALAS DENGAN CINTA.(HABIB ALI ZAENAL ABIDIN AL-HAMID)